“Nothing had prepared me for this. Look at him, (shows me a picture of a smiling middle aged man from her mobile). He was a fit and vital man and boom! He died.

I felt very alone with my grief. So I decided to travel to Nepal and find out who I am again.

Have you seen my shirt? Do you like it?

I was thinking as I walked over the swinging bridge to get to this village – you know what? I am so thankful for everything that I have in my life right now.

My guide Mr Prem asked me after this interview why this woman (Candice) was crying after we had talked together. I jokingly said that I had this effect on women.